bonjing’s blues

 hello world, what do you think. a simple case of mid life crisis? or just plain lonely? i seriously think its just plain fetish… i dont know … u judge….

 louie: morning! mwah its raining  in dubai

bonjing: muwah back , really raining nice i wish i was there i like rain , and staying in bed have breakfast and you

louie: bed and breakfast

louie: sweet

bonjing: and you

bonjing: that more sweet

louie: lol

louie: makes me want to invent some sickness

louie: so i can go home

bonjing: noy now wait till im there and we do the rain dance so we have extra rain just in case its stop raining

bonjing: how you feeling today babe , hope you are much better

louie: rain dance … with head dress and diapers?

louie: cool

bonjing: lol ahahahahhahahah

louie: yeah slept early last night

louie: i tried to get online

louie: but i dont know,

louie: dont laugh at me

louie: im a dummy on wireless settings

louie: so i couldnt use the laptop

bonjing: its normal we all have some brain freez somtime

louie: some connections get lost when i take it to other place

louie: either that or etisalat has found out weve been

louie: hacking

louie: a lot of signals

bonjing: i had same problem here , bad and slow connection get me fud up somtime , besid i only have the pc to relax , whil i have mum crying from pain and dad caughing

louie: sounds like home to me

louie: i think i had that picture in mind

bonjing: indeed , home with me as nurse betty i call myself that now

louie: must have been really tough

louie: nanny with an accent

louie: and a lot of attitude

bonjing: i dont know what to tell you , it seem ill never ever have a chance to have rest

louie: cause you dont allow urself some

bonjing: i wish , the day i tried i becom the selfish son

louie: not selfish

louie: u just give urself some break some time

louie: thats all

bonjing: its too much going on , i feel so low and lost i cant do somthing without somone getting angry , i just keep quiet better

louie: hmm

louie: wt can i do to make it better

louie: same old hassan

louie: when it gets too much, cnt pull back

bonjing: i want to go cyprus , change my shop from communication to cafe and sit there with shisha and short , have my bely half shown and grow my hair long and change my name to stavros

louie: was it you who told me you cant please them all

louie: what does stavros mean

bonjing: hassan

bonjing: i think

louie: cool

bonjing: that will be given my self a break

louie: you wanna go with me march? philippines?

louie: what about your partner the one you introduce to teresa

louie: but in greece it cold these season..

louie: its freaking cold

bonjing: march im in hannover 5 till 15 CEBIT exhbition, my partner is in cyprus his wife found out his plying and she divoring him, he was having it with 19 old student, and she get pregnant, what a luck

louie: aww

louie: 19 is hot

louie: thats all i can say

bonjing: well , i dont know about that i never had 19 in my life the first ever lady was 30 whne i was 19

louie: thats a treat too,

louie: opened up a holw world for you

louie: its a mazing u did not marry him

bonjing: him,

louie: her sorry

bonjing: that better , i was worried for a moment

bonjing: she looked like a man

bonjing: and she made me do it all day till i couldnt walk any moreand all in empty stomck

louie: all day?

bonjing: yep all day , i remember 10 to 12 time then i stayed home few weeks recovereing

bonjing: and i hated sex and woman

louie: lol, quite a scandal

louie: she squeezed the life out of you

bonjing: i was 19 only fresh and young

bonjing: and that was going on for almost one month till her husband came back from kuwait and tok her with him , then i went back to porn movie ahahahahah

louie: lol

louie: tragic

bonjing: yeh tragic, but what can i say the only thing i didnt do is making any body pregnant yet and i wish i can

louie: alright back to the rain

bonjing: rain  rain and rain in dubai cool

louie: i seriously wonder after all these years you were still thinking of having a child.

louie: you dismissed the whhole thing back then, told me its not fair to bring a child into these world

louie: when you couldnt provide what they deserve

bonjing: yes but i come to a conclusion , having a babe will at least give me hope that i did somthing before i die

louie: hassan you have proven yourself worthy in the eyes of your family.

louie: you gave up everything for your own

bonjing: yes but family fade away what will happend whne i m old and lonely

louie: i dont want you thinking that way, for what its worth God is smiling on you when you have chosen to take care of your family

louie: and dont go thinking you were alone, they say everybody deserves someone, like a witness

louie: a witness to your life, your existence

louie: you have paid a high price, but theres nothing wrong with that…

bonjing: hmmm maybe that why im stuck but i have to be like that , its realy a bless to be there for your family

louie: hassan, you have a personality where you push ur way somewhere u wanna go and will not stop till you reach.

louie: and when you reach you ask urself

louie: ur clueless

louie: like a commuter on the rush, pushing himself to get there ahead of others, angry at anyone who stops him, and when he reach he ask himself, whats the rush

bonjing: yes you said it im clulesssssss

louie: ok ill tell you the truth

bonjing: yes

louie: you see maybe you had this impression im not listening to you but i do

louie: one time you were complaining about your sister – one of them

louie: ok a

louie: i think we were there when she was away

louie: with friends

louie: you offered to keep her in the flat

louie: after some brawl with a roomate or soemthing and told me she could do the chores

louie: and its getting to irritate you that it made you think why you offered it at the first place..

louie: after you decide on one thin

louie: you change your mind after

louie: have u evert hought how i would feel if that happens to me if i decide to have the baby?

louie: ill be the one who gets stuck

bonjing: im sure you will babe need 2 poeple and a home

louie: i gurantee there will be bad times

louie: but you were so used at seeing things perfect

louie: that when the bad time comes, i dont want you telling me youre stuck

bonjing: yehhhh, that what im worried about , i dont know any more

bonjing: what do i want

louie: you managed well enough on your own and you know more than i you cant live with anyone….

bonjing: im a difficult man my mary i hated somtime why im so edgy and want to run alwys may be i m not stable and affraid

louie: what im afraid of is when you come to me and i could pacify you when that happens

louie: i mean i couldnot

louie: do that all the time

louie: sometimes i  dont have answers to your questions

louie: they say what makes a man is entirely his own doing

louie: women has got nothing to do with it

bonjing: babe i think you done a lot to me and i really want  to see you face to face and we will have time to talk about lots of things together i miss you lots and ill send you all my love n kisses…  

12:26 pm 15 jan 2009

of brain and braincells …

I gave my eyes a five days rest as I got rid of my  contact lenses, a spec of dust ruined my sight and my entire day yesterday.

so in the state of semi blindness, i type my blues away as i face yet another monotonous work this time with bigger letters so I can read my work..

a segment in the tv taught me a lesson: one should continue to use his/her brain so that brain cells will

not deteriorate in the old age.

 The thought made me go through the number of years i have stayed in this country…

 

Am I using my brain?

 

would one ever consider  the brain on holiday if they decide not to look for stress free job like mine?

for after countless careers and jobs i tried, nothing seems to fit on me.

·         The overly corrupted world of real estate business that lost its luster as they literally squeeze my provisions with the amount of sales I made.

·         the marketing call for a company expectant of result while you are still getting over the sales dilemma,

·         a budding business with which they expect you to build as they leave you in an office equipped with a telephone an internet and loadsful of coffee.

·         the turbulent lesson famous brand of company I was given a privilege  to join, but upon knowing the tricks of the trade, you get infiltrated by the luridness of politics and the works of bitch co worker.

 

alas, i got this job, literally hurled at me with reluctant hands  as i was forced to catch it because the bills are toppling…

and as I sit in this overly spacious hub day in and day out  wondering what else could i possibly do than sit here.

 

a year of sitting had its effects – mostly physical. I got fat from sitting. that overly relaxed environment also rated me useless by the opinion of a 21 year old who changed her title into a marketing manager as she claims she is one.  i have been yet again used by a mindless personal assistant whose assisting job i could only think of is when she joins my boss for a chat. the rest of her job is thrown at me. strange that she gets 10,000 for throwing orders.

 

in the midst of doing nothing i occupied my working time with updating friendster and facebook and opened up numerous blogposts. In between I would bug the working time of my on again off again boyfriend (which I don’t know our status now) who always is busy. That’s mainly the story of our relationship, he was busy and u wasn’t.

 

in the hay  days of my boss being away i got absorbed  by researches on the internet like a self training on my most coveted dream : make up artistry:

i got me a full section of tips and tricks which would keep me occupied for the entire working time.  i pity the quick

change of ink cartridge of our expensive printer as i document my way with all net finds I could hold of until I get bored and think of another project.

 

then i came across perfumes thanks to the influence of Guerlain. i book bind a fascinating collection of trivias and information about perfumes, its origin and the magical writing of one blogger named helg - 

whose influence and love of mitsuoko and other Guerlain perfumes made me al the more interested with it.

 

i devoted  myself also to some infos about weightless programs  and healthy eating but it was short-lived because I never bring lunch as a habit so i end up  starving and bingeing at home.

 

As i ponder at this thought, i started thinking if i am really pushing the end of my brain capacity

As I write my way, I ask myself, “is this all I got?” has i been more eloquent in the past few years that my mind has started falling out like my hair? If the miniscule details of my life is limited to the confines of this quiet office, do I need a noisy bigger one instead in order for it to function?

 

as i sit here, im thinking. are these days of non work meant non thought as well? if nothing is happening with my life right now, is it because i have not been making a deep thought of it? I feel my brain cells dispursing as my stomach grumbles from hunger…

 

 

worth smiling…

archicving the kind words of a distant friend who took time to make me sleep.  06 jan 2009

Focus Focus: why 3 days no sleep
Focus Focus: ?
louie: not enough
Focus Focus: i dont want u to kill yourself ………….. plz
louie: my eyes look terrible
Focus Focus: i know, u really should sleep
louie: what should i do
Focus Focus: sleep / relax
louie: easy to say b

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Focus Focus: i know its easy to say, but you should try
Focus Focus: how can i help u ?
louie: really i dnt knwo
Focus Focus: im really really sorry for that,
Focus Focus: do you keep thinking of something makes u awake ?
louie: i try not to
louie: thinking kills
Focus Focus: yes, so that measn u thinking ?
louie: cant help it
Focus Focus: I know, u still thinking of him……..
louie: i have 15 movies in 1 cd
louie: not even finished one
louie: and already im bored
Focus Focus: waht about music ?
louie: there was one time i really wanted to sleep
louie: and that was when i was inside the church
louie: bad huh?
Focus Focus: ok.
Focus Focus: no, u can sleep anytime u want ,,,
louie: and im not supposed to…
Focus Focus: i know, but u really have to do something different,
Focus Focus: take ur attention away of what keep you awake
Focus Focus: did u try to drink all evenning, so by 10 PM ur so drunk and sleep…
louie: i cnt sleep that way every night
louie: ill drain myself
Focus Focus: what u thinking of ?
louie: him
Focus Focus: i know… i was afraid u did,
Focus Focus: but you know the situation more than me,….
louie: the trouble is we havent had a real talk
Focus Focus: and u r the only one can handle it, unless u need help
louie: it just died a natural death
Focus Focus: dont blame yourself about it,
Focus Focus: bcz if he feels the same as you, so you both should be together again…
louie: it should have ended long time back
Focus Focus: maybe, so if u think so, then end it now \
louie: nobody pat me at the back
louie: nobody told me  that i did my best
louie: to him it wasnt good enough
Focus Focus: listen……..

Focus Focus: let me say something,
Focus Focus: you believe that  you did ur best or not ?
louie: i did everyone knows i did
Focus Focus: forgot about anyone
louie: i even forget myself
Focus Focus: you beleive yourself did the best or not ?
louie: and what i deserve
Focus Focus: you deserve to be proud of yourself, and not blame yourself, that makes you not guilty at all.,
Focus Focus: if he ignored all this so , its his mistake not yours, that makes you proud… and he is ashamed…
Focus Focus: plz give me a break.,….
louie: hmm
Focus Focus: you deserve to be with someone appreciate you, if he does not appreciate you, so fuck it off. (Sorry)
Focus Focus: you should know your value.
louie: yeah
Focus Focus: and if someone did not evaluate you the way you are, just give him the finger even he is the king….
louie:
Focus Focus: you know what i mean /?
louie: i never say that word even
Focus Focus: why you put yourseld in sadness and upset yourself ?
Focus Focus: i know , you are polite, but i tell you what you should act toward this,,
Focus Focus: if this man ignored you for months, then give him the finger, and go on with your life even single and alone,
louie: yeah
Focus Focus: you can be very happy alone, than be with someone makes you miserable……
Focus Focus: I know this and i have been through it, when my girl left me for stupid American George Bush dream, I didnt look at her ever again, bcz i know she left me for cheap thing
louie: really
Focus Focus: and since then i live proud of myself bcz I have not done this mistake, it was her mistake, and maybe she is regrettting it now, but it is too late….
louie: what is it about people
Focus Focus: look at yourself and you know your value, so next time you will let yourseld for someone who really deserve you…. Full STOP…
Focus Focus: people should be in your shoes..
Focus Focus: think about yourself,
Focus Focus: people never been happy with anything, girl…..
Focus Focus: even your frineds or what so ever,,,, they envy you when you are happy, and they run away from you when you are miserable….
louie: gosh
Focus Focus: oh girl , just listen to me, and take what im saying for granted
Focus Focus: you only think about yourself and yourseld then yourself , then your family….
louie: someday i when im fully recovered i will just think about this and laugh about it
Focus Focus: no im not telling you jokes to laught about, im telling you truth from the life experince /,,,,
Focus Focus: im not making fun here, i know your situation and feel it deeply as you did, and I give you my advise, you take it or, make it as a laugh ,,,, its all up to u
louie: no i didnt mean laugh at what u said
louie: i mean laugh at what imgoing through now
Focus Focus: ok, i hope you believe what im telling u,
louie: yeah at the back of my mind i knw i deserve better
Focus Focus: oh …. girl….. you are so goegeous and you really deserve to be a queen.. you just didnot meet the person who can evaluate you yet, so its not your fault..
louie: its just a bit lonesome
Focus Focus: you should be proud of yourself….. that is it. even you live alone the rest of your life,
Focus Focus: the same thing happen to me, and im still alone, never wanted to be involved again after what she did,
louie: hmm
Focus Focus: but im sure one day, as long as im proud of myself, the right girl will come and insist to be with me,
louie: maybe she will come back
Focus Focus: NO never again, if she comes back, i will turn her down….
louie: u still sound bitter
Focus Focus: listen, i just hate this, she left for no reason,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Focus Focus: immigration to USA is not the best thing, but she left everythig behind and she is now living her dream, so let it be, but she will never get this love again…. she also regret it,
Focus Focus: listen girl… as long as you did not made any mistake, so you never feel guilty, ok ? agree…
louie: yeah
Focus Focus: so think always from this point and you will be feeling happy even if you are alone,
Focus Focus: believe me………. one day the right man will come and see how you are proud of yourself, and he will insist to be with you forever….
louie: ok
Focus Focus: but the men who will see u proud and nosey, they will never try with you bcz they know , they will not go anywhere with,
Focus Focus: but one man only will insist and try his best to win you, so this will be your man….
Focus Focus: i hope you got my point..
louie: yeah
Focus Focus: i hope what i say, make things better for u, and make u understand this stupid world of men,

Focus Focus: Im sorry to say that, im a man, but im telling u how they think
louie: i know i got ur point
Focus Focus: good……………..
Focus Focus: i want to be proud of you throughing all this behind ur back…
louie:
louie: im getting there
louie: this is place is exceptionally weird
Focus Focus: yes,
Focus Focus: do you feel better now ?
louie: yeah i stopped crying now
Focus Focus: its very very rear to find a man who tells u this, but im honest with you about how men thinking…
Focus Focus: they are ass holes………………… im sorry im a man too,
Focus Focus: but as a girl you shoud know it, bcz i want you to be aware of it…………
Focus Focus: the man who really admire a girl will be after her and insisnt on her,
Focus Focus: but the man who gave up this quickly , you never look at him
Focus Focus: im not against him personally, i just tell u generally,,,,
louie: yeah bur ur right
Focus Focus: im telling u this bcz you are so kind, so im immagine how kind you been to your lover no matter who, so if your lover easily lost you, so you better not think of him, i know its difficult, but you take it this way.. you heart yourself better than someone hurts you. that is it
Focus Focus: ? ok ?
louie: i know i did my best
Focus Focus: do you hear me, its heart to heart talk….
Focus Focus: im not trying to tell you what to do, but im just telling you the life experince and you are free to decide,
Focus Focus: i know you did your best i knew it, bcz i knew you for couple of weeks and i know you,
Focus Focus: im not trying to turn you against him or anyone, but you really deserve better,…… Spanish Girl
louie: hey wrong girl
louie: im filipina
louie: u stillb think about her
Focus Focus: what is wrong with filipina ?
louie: not spanish
Focus Focus: yes only from that bad experince she left, so that makes me feel not guilty and i feel she did a big mistake,
louie: hmm, yeah right
louie: who knows what the future brings
Focus Focus: i think about her from the dark point only
Focus Focus: so that makes me feel better,
louie: you obviously have a mind that rules out with urheart better than me
Focus Focus: you know , when u feel someone hurt you with no reason, so u will never forgive or like it anymore
louie: so u dont forgive?
Focus Focus: i do forgive when it was not meant to be
Focus Focus: i mean when it was not intentially done on purpose,
louie: hmm
Focus Focus: but when someone do sometning in puspose, this is not forgiven….
Focus Focus: u know what imean,
louie: so if i shut myself up and just give up on him
louie: i did it on purpose?
Focus Focus: she was plannig all this years to move to usa, but she never told me, and all of a sudden she said im off to USA next month, so what u expect me to accept it ?
louie: really
Focus Focus: NO, bcz he also did that to u,
Focus Focus: listen girl, did u really try with him , ?
Focus Focus: i mean .
louie: what
Focus Focus: did u try to make things better ?
louie: what i did i forgive the friend and became a friend
louie: all the time ihavent forgiven theboyfriend
Focus Focus: listen we are not talking about friendship here, we talk about lovers………..
louie: what
Focus Focus: ?
louie: what make it better
Focus Focus: i mean did u try to make the relation better than it is for few months ?
louie: noting was better
Focus Focus: but did u try or not ?
louie: try? i kept on with this one sided relationship for more than one year
louie: when we have problems idotntalk to him for a week
Focus Focus: so you are did ur part, so that is it,
louie: he knows that so he doesnt talk too and wait for me to get better
louie: but thsi time i did not get better
Focus Focus: so , dont turn back at it again, go on with ur life even alone
louie: and i never get better
louie: so we stopped and he didnot make any attwempts to talk
Focus Focus: he is not good to deal with that bcz he also should try to make u feel better
louie: so u see the best he let me go and not talk to me
louie: the better, it will help me
Focus Focus: he is not only suppose to wait for you to get better, he is the number 1 responsible to make u feel better even with one magic word
louie: arab
louie: he is an arab -
louie: he will never do anything for a woman
Focus Focus: so what ? arab filipino, no difference, its a matter of man and woman relation., for god sake
louie: so u see i try to get into arelationship with a stone
louie: u dont understand
louie: the arab pride against himslef
Focus Focus: u can not have relationship with a stone, so u better find something with life in it, even a cat will dooooooooo better than a stone
louie: women have no place in their system
louie: so just imagine their pride
Focus Focus: i know, so u know now, so never again to pick an arab, that is it, the life teaches us., right ?
louie: ok
Focus Focus: good girl,
Focus Focus: u make me proud of u now
louie:
Focus Focus:
Focus Focus: here is a hug and a kiss  for u
louie: i need that ill take it
Focus Focus: ok
Focus Focus: u can have a bigger hug and longer kiss if u want
louie: i can sleep with that hug too
Focus Focus: sure, u want it all night hug…….
louie: yeah
Focus Focus: so u can sleep tonight ?
louie: yeah i feel like sleepy
Focus Focus: sure, plz go to bed now and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
louie: really i feel better
Focus Focus: relax as long as u can, even if that cost u a day at work, but it will make u feel better for the days after that
Focus Focus: im gratefull u feel better ?
louie: yeah i do
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louie: ignore it
louie: im playing with the icons
Focus Focus: hehehe, u palyfull now ?
Focus Focus: im happy when u feel happy….

 

the man with a hidden substance in the bathroom…

and so to observe the celibacy of the muslims during their holy month, i finally gave in to the insistence of one facebook friend (whom i have been saving for future use) in the person of WILL.

will is christian, hes very much available and is so good for my ego…. (he’s 24 y/o). he turned out to be sweet, courteous with females and so touchy.

one time after work, he called up to pick me from jumeirah lake towers. he asked me to go with him to umm al quwain as he has a client to see in the afternoon.

we passed by to his flat, to change his clothes and to eat. or so he told me.
lunched turned out to be a take away as his mom (who was in country for visit) was deliberately set loose so he can make the flat private. 

after lunch i excused myself to refresh in the loo. the bathroom despite having a male owner turned out to be clean and full of shaving razors… of well thats understandable.

i could have readily end up on the other room which is the bed, except for one thing i see in the bathrooom. Up in the shelf comes a small icky plastic cup.

it was NATURE TOUCH TAWAS at may price tag pa na 2 dirhams!

what in the world is the tawas doing in that small bathroom? did he have the faintest idea what it is for? and even if one of her ladies (obviously a filipina) left it there, hasnt he been oriented with rules on bathroom evidences? has the tawas gone international, how many natonalities have known the wonders of that 2 dirham thingy and what for?

i dared not ask him any questions so off we went to Umm al quwain , i dismiss any more come-ons from his side and went through the day wholesome and unscathed as the TAWAS remains in my memory, and squashed all his charms away …. poor thing..

heres his photo: THE MAN WITH A HIDDEN substance – ANTI ODOR SUBSTANCE

and the list goes on…

something to keep in my memory bank. a thought shared in by friends ….

 

December 24 at 2:54pm

So we got stuck in Dubai celebrating Christmas and some place else thats sooooo far away from home, but to cushion life a bit, ive created this list that reminds me of christmas back home, where YOU WILL NEVER NEED A TAXI CAUSE THE PADJAKS ARE ALWAYS AVAILABLE and WHERE CHRISTMAS IS AS SIMPLE AS WATCHING A FILMFEST ENTRY AT SM.
i invite everyone to keep the list going. HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

**** Home and its memories, both the good and the bad.****

*the annoying sound of tanzans (flattened, holed and wired together) while engrossed in your telenobela and the single toned “sa may bahay…” or sa may kotse… ” if you happen to be i a car”

*the full view of the moon at night, where mom cautions us to close the window as we might get sick in the morning ( dr quack quack strikes again)

*the kawa (the traditional gigantic wok shaped cooker for aleja ube ) taken out from the storage to be scrubbed with “steel wool” cleaner.

*the pangogo – a paddle shaped wood for stirring the ube mixture, where everyone volunteers to stirring at an early phase cause it is still easier to do so. as it gets cooked, the shoulders start to strain.

*the clucking/dragging sounds of sandals/tsinelas in the street signalling me to get up for the misa de gallo. when the sound stops it means u miss the mass again.

*the long array of lanterns lighted in the cool night along the olongapo-gapan road.

* GLORIA IN EXELCIS DEUS sang by the church choire

*my moms asado and relyenong bangus, sliced ham in hot pandesal

*funny recounts of dengdeng’s “inaanak invasion from san jusep”

*kakanin koisk outside the church alighted by kerosene lamps. with bangko / monoblock plastic stools infront.

*a special request of cheese and itlog na pula (and not just the regular slab of mantekilya) on top of the bibingka.

*when everybody stops talking and starts hiding because of strange visitors you”ve never known shouts – ” namamasko po …”

*when all the kids starts liing up to grab your hand as you come out of the house, and hopefully your hands reach on your wallet after….

*the skillful skinning of buko (young coconut) as buko salad makers wont mind carrying the lot at home.

*the smell of new clothes on children. the smell of gift wraps and the smell of SM plastic (vanilla like)

 

December 24 at 3:27pm

nice one . . . ehehee

 

December 24 at 4:00pm

the christmas bonus

 

December 24 at 4:05pm

kumusta ya ing christmas bonus in kind?

like one sac of rice,
the gift hamper,wrapped in cellophane
gift certificate
at sang box ng ham….

 

December 24 at 4:28pm

hahahaha OMG i remember this…. the Xmas Parties…the boss will give a hamper (including 555 cans of Sardines ) not bad….

 

December 24 at 4:28pm

oh wait meron pang Keso de Bola!

 

December 24 at 4:44pm

Christmas Party and Exchange Gift

 

December 25 at 5:03am

The default Christmas Party exchange gifts of your classmates when I was in grade school: a ceramic, plastic or tin can piggy bank or a figurine.

 

December 25 at 11:37am

OMG, i still remember when i was in grade school, i recieved 1 soap and 1 face towel, wrapped in a katol box- why not………

 

December 25 at 11:37am

Have a blessed Christmas to all

 

December 25 at 11:51am

when I was in Grade 3 I gave my ” monito ” a lunch box na may He_Man sticker . . . and I received 2 boxes of Mallows. I cried all the way home I remember.

 

December 25 at 2:30pm

my Grade 3 monito monita exchange gift was a Johnson and Johnson lotion, powder, cologne, suklay, brush at mirror !!!! di ko nakayanan…. i gave it to our katulong… im like what was she thinking?????

 

December 27 at 11:30am

kailangan ba grade 3 ang memories? basta the katol box and face towel gifts were phenomenal then. me sabon pang kasama.

*the group presentation with the latest dance and costumes.
*the red and green crepe paper for the ADVENT WREATH
*the store bought lanterns in metallic colors

 

December 28 at 12:41am

Yeah.. a trip down memory lane is kinda cute. I remembered in Art Class, we were supposed to make poinsettia and mine looked like a gumamela and a santan. I was not that artistic when i was younger up until now but i was already bitchy and snapped at my classmates who made fun of my creation and told them “At least mine looks very unique and yours are complete replicas of it and would look good for sale in Baclaran / Banketas” tee hee!

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*unmistakeably asian, love my roots, proud of my homeland
*loves muchness about everything, the idea is muchness.
*i live life like tomorrow is payday, always.
*my family name bolus used to be subject of ridicules in school in my younger years…. it still is by the witless kind.* but bolus can be prevalently found in finlanders and lebanese names (no apparent forefathers or connection with them though….)
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12 July 2008, i have created my first blogpost to document me without the help of cnn or bbc. i have not decided yet whether i let anyone i know see this as i have intended to make this as a reminder for myself alone. others may find it downright selfish or quite humbling… but the idea of a broadcast borders around the other side of the world which im not ready for… atleast not yet… mari

17 nov 2008, still not ready to broadcast my blogposts ….. mari… and am so not ready to broadcast my thoughts.